Worries

I think I'm too young for my age.

Being a junior it seems like everyone is always asking "Where are you going to college?" "What do you want to do?" and thinking about the future, going to school, moving away, being on my own, scares the absolute hell out of me. I'm sure I'll have roommates, but I'll be taking care of myself and I'm exactly sure if I'll be good at that. As childish as it sounds I'll miss my mom and dad and little sister and whether I end up being 30 minutes away or 4 hours or more I'll still be far enough to feel lonely. But on a brighter side, I'm not doubting that college will be fun. I think having some more freedom will be good, and I'll grow up a little in the process, but the closer it gets (and it gets closer quick-- this year has been fast) the more worried I get. However I'm sure senior year will help me figure things out and I'm hoping that my last stretch of high school is as great as the first half was.